Of taking the plunge and then realizing we made a big mistake...(the plunge is buying a very run down home and leaving the comforts of a nice home in order to have the life we desire to have ...scared my kids will be "sicker" there then over here)Yup...not real fears founded on real truth but still fears...what if we hate it and then our other"home" will have been sold and gone...Praying for clarity...big time...
I have many trifle ones, although, foremost in my heart is, how will my children and family remember me? Will I have many regrets? Did I love the Lord God and teach that to my children above all else? Did I squander my time on insignificant, mindless, affections? I watched a wonderful tribute to Ruth Graham, on www.youtube.com, Fernando Ortega was singing the song Give Me Jesus, it put many things into perspective for me. I have not forgotten that video, and often think of it.Fear....Am I loving, serving and trying to please the Lord daily, will my children, when ask....Tell me about your mom? What will they remember?Kim in Ky.
My fears are all changed now that my husband lost his job. I fear now that I may end up leaving my children with great debt. I see no way out at this point. Yes I know I need to stop feeling sorry for myself, I'm trying. lol
My fears - right now - is that I won't be there for my kids...having an ultrasound tomorrow for a lump I found...prayers are so greatly appreciated!
My fear is that my children will be gone soon (they are 11, 13, 15 and 16 years old) and I will have missed so many opportunities to impact their lives in a positive way. I'm trying to change that!
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